Changes

(Sorry xxxtentacion I copied your name but I promise this only remotely resembles a song)

Okay it’s needed but sometimes u can get absolved into a pity filled hole of darkness and tears and god knows what.

We’ve all been through that

I don’t know what exactly I wish to convey through this except the fact that life has put me through a test of several changes: ups and downs; good and bad.

It’s not about the loss or the pain it’s just about the moment you feel you have it all and the next minute life gives you a shock and a wake up call: wake up from your slumber get back to reality.

Get back into the world of practicalities from the one in your mind full of roses and sweet things that never end.

It hurts but it’s fine.

Actually it’s not fine but I need to say this for the sake of it.

I don’t know what I want to say through this except if we’re meant to make it through, we will.

Maybe not now

But some day.

The rest is upto us and the future

So with teary eyes and  heart full of hope and good wishes I urge you to work for what you wish and conquer your demons

I shall now retire.